Category Archives: IOFC

A Caux Week

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Saya sangat beruntung! that’s the word that I want to say to describe my first week in Caux, it means I’m very lucky to be here in Caux. I come to this beautiful place as part of a programme called Caux Creatifs Media Training, this training includes many different aspects in using different medium to convey the “Change” message to different people, yes enough to say, you can google it guys.

Europe, it’s totally a new world for me, like any ordinary who just find his new world, lot’s of bule here, (bule; a blue eyed people,or just simply, western people, things like that), a new world, it introduces me to what people called jet-lag, and I know then, this word does exist, and what’s else? yes 12 hours flight from Jakarta does make different to my sleeping system, and extreme weather which makes health a bit shaky, and another things I played football and soccer again 😉

Caux, it’s history totally a history of people, it’s the symbol of people, yes we all agree that this place is beautiful like a palace, but it’s the symbol of people, honestly, it shuddered me when, a senior IofC friend, Andrew Stallybrass, introduced me the history behind this place, and what brings me here it’s all because of people, yes an old friend of mine Chris Breitenberg, my friend in Action for Life 3, introduced me to this programme, and I’m lucky, I’m accepted! what a bless!

Guys, I just wanna this blog kicked out, and posted, I’ll blog more, so I kick this one out! I’ll write you more!

Waz

Called it Red and Blue or Black and Red! (CTA 1)

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Once upon a time I was sitting politely listening to those who organise this alike Black and Red game in a different and modified name and style it’s called Red and Blue, truth be told, my mind and ego keep thinking that I was the one who should’ve been there, standing there, being cool there!, but indeed I was sitting there politely in that hall.

Every time this game is played it looks like describing the today’s world situation: emotion, tension, commitment, consistency and personality conceals unconsciously, meant or not, one of the most obvious stuff, again this game is like showing on how nations making an agreement on climate change issues but then again it was not me standing there being cool in that game!

Yesterday I did it again: testing the so called blue ocean of personality and my pre-assumption toward a girl, in her daily life and the way he encounters with me it seems like he’s doing kind of a diplomatic mission; this game reveals some facts about her, her competitive way of thinking, and her womanish tricky diplomatic bla bla revealed!

However during yesterday’s game session what I found different is the way the team conducted the game, some new models found, the team added the communication aspect and different way of conducting the game – I found it the way the team conducted was more polite and emotion friendly; and yes the team conducted the game, it was not me,  it was not me and I found I am.

Knowing and symptom (and do something about it?)

Yes, yesterday there are friends raising symptomatic issues in our organisation, they raised the issue of professionalism in our beloved so called organisation (or community), for me this issue is strongly important, yes I’ve been for more than 7 years in this community, and I want to do something about, what interested me was the way he raised the issue; as always, it’s cliche I know, complaining and asking other people to do something about it, it’s the way I see it, my very basic proposal to this issue. find out our deepest vision to these ideas and community and tweak our basic ourganisations’ constitution, chose these and relly dig deep.

How do I do with this text message?

Ha ha ha again, as the so called non practitcioner consultant, with well field-tested advices on several issues of man and woman relationship, a being buddy, asking this question last night: what should I do with this text message from this man of a celebrity look like? my quick response was: do nothing, and if you want to reply, reply it tomorrow. But my further elaboration is: that’s not your basic longings in this matter, your longings lie in these questions: do you want to get married? is it really matter to you a boyfriendship and girlfriendship? right now, do you still miss your last boyfriend?, answer these questions not more than 5 minutes and you’ll get the real answer, more than 5 minutes is the fake answers! trust me.

and thanks God I found a way to use my passport!

It’s surprising me, I witness my previous so called prophecy and prediction of camp was revealed again, a girl with out of blue shared to me that she joined the last camp of this organisation is to find solution for her unused passport, and yes it’s right since the beginning, in this our beloved country, the greatest pull  to this organisation is that passport and travelling stuffs, it can continue, unless I, we, choose to reverse it.

So this is my story of yesterday so called Call To Action workshop, is it a junk post? yes, I don’t want to keep them longer nestling in my mind, was I in a battle therefore some ways I look like an expired fruit? yes, I was in a battle with my self and a force to come to the so called of graduation ceremony that I didn’t plan to attend to, am I complaining? no, I’m finding wisdom!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Goal!

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How do you define a goal? for me it’s an excitement! I describe it as the most beautiful woman that I’ve been picturing in my dream, for me it looks like the way Wayne Rooney did the acrobatic kick to to the City’s goal two weeks ago.

Truth be told I always deny my self as a perfectionist person, since for me, a perfectionist looks like procrastinator in some ways, however it is undeniable that I always perceive that reaching a goal should be performed in an acrobatic way just like what Rooney did, and then if I can’t do in such way, it’s better for me just not to make any goal and remain idle, and such ‘acrobatic way’ still leave its steps in my mind.

However I still deny myself that I’m a perfectionist, and my mindset always saying that I want to do things in its proper way, and according to the procedure and whatsoever. Indeed I try to do such acrobatic way, but in the end of the day, I feel and observed less goals achieved, and such situation leads me into frustration.

Last weekend, in Initiatives of Change Indonesia community house, where I live, there was weekly discussion in making a goal, there was a man called Saul Allen – he denied himself that he has a relation with Woody Allen, however I’m sure that Woody Allen has relation with him, at least in his name -, yes he’s our American buddy who participated in our last year camp, last weekend he facilitated that session in making a strategic life goal.

One of my highlight for the session that tweaked my understanding and perception toward life goal, is in the way he deciphered one of the symptoms of the perfectionist attitude, that is: all or nothing attitude, yes this is absolutely what I need to know, this aspect is so me, I realised that somehow I’m categorized as a desperate perfectionist, I realised that I spent a lot of time just thinking on how to do things rather than thinking the excitement of scoring a life goal.

I realised that goal itself, is the excitement, and there are many ways to do this, yes in anyways, but it should be in an ethical way.

Goal is the small form of a vision and it should have ways for measurement, and once you set up a goal you should make effort to convince people about how important the goal for you and also to get their positive support, and fuel with your full energy whenever you share your life goal with people around you.

Berbagi

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Walaupun pada Lebaran kali ini saya merasakan sesuatu yang tak begitu beda jauh dengan Lebaran di tahun yang lalu kecuali umur yang terus merangkak tua, saya merasa begitu terberkahi dengan kehadiran dan antusiasme kawan-kawan di komunitas yang sejak dari tahun 2003 saya geluti, Initiatives of Change Indonesia.

Kemarin mereka begitu antusias datang dan berbagi cerita dan pengalaman spiritual (dan non-spiritual juga) di acara pertemuan mingguan yang pada hari kemarin kita khususkan sebagai momen Halal bi Halal, rutinitas yang biasa kami lakukan setelah perayaan Lebaran. Dan yang tak kalah pentingnya makanan!, mereka membawa makanan dari berbagai penjuru tempat mereka berasal, saya sendiri merasa embarrassed, karena saya sendiri tidak mampu menjinjing makanan dari kampung halaman saya di Madura, jujur sangat ribet untuk menenteng kardus begitu banyak dengan jarak tempuh yang cukup ‘jauh’,  semangat dan kegigihan kawan-kawan saya itu sangat layak diapresiasi.

Pertemuan kali ini memicu saya untuk berbagi tentang kisah pulang kampung saya kali ini yang saya lihat tidak jauh berbeda dengan pulang kampung sebelumnya. Bagi saya, pulang kampung adalah sesuatu yang jauh, lebih jauh dari perjalanan-perjalanan saya ke luar negeri, saya merasakan perjalanan pulang kampung adalah perjalanan kembali ke masa kecil saya, masa kecil yang penuh cerita-cerita yang berbagai nuansa, kisah-kisah masa lalu yang masih nyelikit dan muncul sedikit-sedikit, yang terkadang terasa begitu sakit, as a man saya kerap kali mengatakan pada diri saya ‘it’s ok ‘ meski pengalaman itu masih terasa nyelekit. Selama perjalanan saya membawa buku Homecoming-nya John Bradshaw, buku yang menceritakan tentang perjalanan jauh untuk menyapa seorang bocah kecil yang bersembunyi di balik raga yang menua, jujur pengalaman kali ini meneguhkan saya untuk tetap menelusuri dan merawat bocah kecil yang masih belum dewasa itu. Yes I’m a family man!

Terlepas dari semua itu, saya merasa begitu terberkahi dengan kehadiran kawan-kawan semua, Saya merasakan nuansa yang begitu hangat meresap, dan merasakan energi saya tersegarkan kembali dengan semangat dan kehadiran mereka.

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